MaKiky's BLOG

 I still miss you sometimes But don't worry it wont be long I already ask, and know the answer Sot, it's not made me wonder  You were'nt mine to lose ;)

 Aku terlupa bahwa semua hanya menimbulkan luka Aku terlupa bahwa setiap kali datang pada akhirnya hanya pergi tanpa jumpa Aku terlupa bahwa setiap sapa akan berujung kecewa Aku terlupa bahwa nanti saat kembali membuka mata, dia tidak akan lagi ada Aku yang begitu terbuka Mungkin membuatku terkesan mudah Tidak akan kecewa Tidak akan terluka Aku yang selalu tertawa Seringkali mereka lupakan bahwa aku punya hati juga Aku yang seringkali berkata iya Seringkali mereka biarkan merana Sendiri, tanpa siapa jua Kembali, aku mempertanyakan  Kembali, aku memvalidasi Kembali, aku tersakiti Mungkin memang lebih baik sendiri Tak ada siapa jua yang akan menyakiti Tidak perlu aku membuat khayalan tinggi Karena pada akhirnya semua hanya angan di hati Pada akhirnya aku yang harus pergi Bukan karena meminta Tapi memang tiada lagi harganya Sebagian mengatakan aku terlalu merasa tinggi Terlalu menjual mahal Terlalu merasa berharga Jikalau saja mereka tau apa yg terjadi sebelum, saat dan setelah M...

  The same song on repeat "You can call me anything you want" It's fine by me Number two out of three He says that it's his favorite And I can't disagree Holla! It's me again! Suprisingly, 1 person saw my blog, who are you? really wonder who you are!! If u don't mind, please tell me, please? :)) So, yup my playlist played anything you want-reality club rn.  After my 1 session, let's talk abt random thing. Talking about romance, I used to wrote that I hate romance. Yup at that time, I really hate it! What am I supposed to do when everyone around me was happy with their partner, so the only thing that I can do was to blame the situations. But, this year, I am no longer who I was! I changed! Really proud with who I am now! I accept all my flaws, realize that everyone have their own time and god is never wrong :) Eventhough my ex had married, my another ex have found the love of his life (but, I am still hoping it's me hoho) *don't worry my future ...

  And maybe I'm wrong For writing this song Losing my head over you And I'll be here 'Cause we both know how it goes I don't want things to change I pray they stay the same, always ~ Yupp, I am writing this while hearing always- danie caesar after my 30 minutes toefl study not real sure, that this is a proper clause in english, but I try my best :)) So, lately I try to diciplined my self to study toefl every weekdays to sharp my english, last two weeks starting from 1st may I had a mate to study together, but since this monday, he seems quite busy so he can't study with me anymore. P.s I am trying to cantact him twice and he was busy, so I was waiting for the third time and he didn't call, no answer is mean an answer, right? So, I decided that I need to moving on, life must goes on. eventhough it's quite hard for "very distructing girl" like me studying alone, so I only can do it in one session, when with him it could be two about 80 minutes maybe....