Because This is My First Life

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Okay, thats the intro

Jadi, malam ini marathon nonton drakor sesuai judul postingan ini :)

Dan tiba2 ke flashback dan sadar, bahwa sebenernya hidup ga serumit itu, ga sebelibet itu dan ga sesakit itu

Hidup itu simpel tergantung dari bagian mana kita ngeliatnya

I was depressed bcs of my trip soon, but watching that give me strenght to face reality, to brave more to face the world, to develope more than i used to be

Thinking abt marriage too,

Well i am not pro of it. I only have special relations with few man. Not many, so i am not really sure that did i really understand them.or not

But, what i believe is my ship really sail well

Maybe my past ship drowned me to the bottom

But, it's not their fault

It was just my expectations

I am not blaming my self, either

I have that expectations bcs i hope them to be like that

But heyy i am turning 26 yesterday!

I learned many things more

I let my past go, not hunting me anymore

I let all the sadness, pain and flaw go

I will love my self more

I will reach my dream harder

Going to new places, doing new journey

I wont make any doubt, i will just doin my best ❤